I have been forced to change my routine. It was slow at first but now that I’m in the thick of it, I’m loving it.
I wake up at whatever time I want, take a walk around the neighborhood – Cassadaga Spiritualist Camp – and get busy with my day. This past week I organized for two online classes coming up and got my desk in order. I have edited my instructional book on how to grow your psychic gifts and sent it on to my readers. I’m hoping this will be the last edit.
Backstory: For years, you could find me at the gym by 5:30 a.m. or 6. I was such in a routine that I didn’t have to set my phone alarm but did anyway because I didn’t want to be late for my day. I’d be back at my place by 8:30 a.m. and ready by 10 a.m. to work as medium in Cassadaga Spiritualist Camp.
It’s what I have done for years. Slowly, I’d take a day or two not doing readings. Last year I decided to go to the beach at least once weekly. It’s a plan again for this year.
I have this thing called procrastination. Do you too? I see myself still doing it. I had two things to get done before I decided to edit that book. Now mind you I have another book about halfway completed and another one or two in my mind that will be next. Plus, I’m in the midst of a somewhat Harry Potter kind of a binge.
I’m not beating myself up because everything happens in Divine Order. My projects will get done.
I realized with a little help from my daughter that I need more friends in my life. I thought it odd because I’ve been in the mindset of helping others including Cassadaga Spiritualist Camp. I spent most of time doing this and forgot about myself for years.
Just the other day I said to my daughter, I have more friends – yes, a few old ones but a few new ones too. I’m excited about this and I’m sure she is as well. It must be said that the coming of my grandson has completely changed my outlook. It has changed my life. Who knew you could love anyone more than your own child?
Take a look at your life and see what changes can be made to make you a happier person. You may think that you’re happy now and maybe you are. Sometimes you gotta let go and be. I still plan on helping others and Cassadaga Spiritualist Camp – maybe, not as much as I once did. I need time for myself and perhaps, you do too.
Lori Carter is a freelance writer and Spiritualist Medium -- truly a Spiritual Being, and aren't we all.